You witness my idiocy

dejecting heart.

2011-06-08T07:33:00.000+08:00

I need some mobile app for blogging! I'm so lazy to sit in front of the computer to do some blogging. I'm officially school-less : (( I need to find a job now and there isn't any job for me. been sending resume out but no incoming calls. argh~
如果真的有一种水可以让你让我喝了不会醉

I don't wanna work! It's so boring. I wanna be a student forever, carefree life. I still can't adjust my life back to normal. I prefer black, dark, silence night and lonely.. My mind keep running wild recently. Why is my life good in this way and bad in that way and why I have and don't have. I'm easily emotional.
那么也许有一种泪可以让你让我流了不伤悲

Why am I always in the negative mind. I hate reading news that people die because of depression, suicide and accident cause It makes me feels that life is so fragile and meaningless. I'm losing my hold, my stand and I feel like flying too, just like you..
虽然看不到听不到可是逃不掉忘不了

I hope that you're doing fine. You're good and happy. Would you bring me along just like another day? I don't have good relation with anyone. To the world, I'm just me and you're just you. I don't give a FCUK about anything. I need a soulmate like you but you left me here wandering, aimlessly.
才发现水已悄悄泛成了泪可泪在漂心在掏

All my memories just keep flowing. I remember all of you used to be around me when I'm young. The fear of looking at you, the care and concern never said but shown. Are all of you looking at me now? Can you bring me along. I'm so sick in my heart and mind, someone enlighten me please.
我常在想应该再也找不到任何人像你对我那么好

Still looking so young in my memories, just like yesterday that just passed.
這情節重複了一百遍才看見我有多狼狽

Can I have yesterday once more?
歷史不斷重演我好累

I just not doing anything right

唱着青春随风远去的回忆原来唱的都是不敢说的心情

may be after all, I'm only capable of
我躲在我的世界里只能用沉默代替

Student pass

2011-04-20T11:27:00.001+08:00

Just came out of ICA. Now I have to surrender my student pass and take social visit pass :( on the way to MOE for enquiry on tuition grant! I'm out of job!!! I need a Spass to apply for PR.

may the God be with all of us.

2011-03-13T18:48:00.002+08:00

请大家减少去日本网页…因为海底电缆断了…日本部分网络变得很慢…请把宽频留给日本市民使用！他们需要收到自己国家的最新咨询！拜托各位传下去！多一秒的时间，可以救出更多的生命~

anime

2011-03-09T01:04:00.001+08:00

恶魔奶爸 - ep 9 : ))

PPTV

2011-03-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

I'm watching 强力班 ep1 :) hope It will be a nice show.

recommend watching Midas. Currently only 3eps

dedicated to you, jasmine

2011-03-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

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I love you deep deep <3<3

kpop radio

2011-03-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

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I just found a kpop radio not long ago with a bunch of funny people and I got banned upon refreshing my browser. The song played doesn't match with the title :(

I'm kinda awake since 12 but I'm so lazy to do anything.

tumblr

2011-03-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

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Tumblr is more fun than you and I can think. I'm kinda addicted. I'm always your addiction :) Kpop fever!

attachment @ china

2011-03-06T14:05:00.003+08:00

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wake up early in the morning to send bor lian off at the airport. He will be gone for 1 month plus. Next next week, joey will be going to japan. Suddenly everyone is going overseas to enjoy. When is my turn!? : (( I wanna work in Korea~! :@

what should I do?

2011-03-04T03:32:00.000+08:00

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I'm isn't so free to blog like always cause I'm really lazy and the fact I spent most of my time watch drama,movies, doing tweet and gossiping in FB. ;) I would just throw the pictures into Twitter and my motion into Facebook. What more am I suppose to post on Blogger? nevertheless if only when I'm emotional.

Google-ing

2011-03-01T17:53:00.000+08:00

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- When searching for an abstract object – eg. an unknown flower you came across on your way to work, search in the simplest possible language to describe the object that most others will also describe the same way. To search for a dandelion, type something like “flower with parts you can blow” under image search.

- Use more CTL-F (or Apple-F for Mac) to speed up searching within a page. Apparently, majority of Internet users do not know how to use the common CTL-F search function which I took for granted. If you do not know this, press CONTROL + F now and search a random word to learn!

- Google actually has calculator function whereby you can type in mathematics symbols into the search bar and answers will be provided!

credit - alvinology

Son Ga-In

2011-03-01T13:22:00.001+08:00

how to change windows product key

2011-03-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

Click on Start and then Run.
In the text box in the Run window, type regeditand click OK. This will open the Registry Editorprogram.
Locate the HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE folder underMy Computer and click on the (+) sign next the folder name to expand the folder.
Continue to expand folders until you reach theHKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\Software\Microsoft\WindowsNT\Current Version\WPAEvents registry key.
Click on the WPAEvents folder.
In the results that appear in the window on the right, locate OOBETimer.
Right-click on the OOBETimer entry and choose Modify from the resulting menu.
Change at least one digit in the Value data text box and click OK. This will deactivateWindows XP.
Click on Start and then Run.
In the text box in the Run window, type the following command and click OK.
%systemroot%\system32\oobe\msoobe.exe /a
When the Let's activate Windows window appears, choose Yes, I want to telephone a customer service representative to activate Windows and then click Next.
Click the Change Product Key button at the bottom of the window.
Don't worry about filling anything out on this screen.
Type your new, valid Windows XP product key in the New key: text boxes and then click theUpdate button.
You should now reactivate Windows XP by following the instructions on the Activate Windows by phone window which you should now be seeing or via the Internet by clicking the Back button and following the instructions on that screen.
If you'd rather postpone activating Windows XP until a later date, you can click theRemind me later button.
After activating Windows XP, you can verify that activation was successful by repeating steps 9 and 10 above.
The Windows Product Activation window that appears should say "Windows is already activated. Click OK to exit."

background image

2011-03-01T08:37:00.000+08:00

My background image is gone. I'm looking for Ga In's image to replace mine current empty background.

I hate it

2011-03-01T08:03:00.000+08:00

I hate the feeling of being unwelcome. I will do anything to leave. Not that I'm trying to attitude but I rather be alone then to be the odd one. Thanks for understanding.

我的公主

2011-02-27T08:06:00.002+08:00

I completed another drama. I think the lately drama isn't as interesting and emotional like what it used to be : (

only you

2011-02-22T03:48:00.000+08:00

Being a real man doesn't mean you fuck 100 girls.. Being a real man means you fight for one girl even when 99 others are chasing you..

and If we are 100 steps apart, all you need is just to take the first step and I will finish the rest for you!

Should I laugh or cry?

2011-02-16T06:15:00.001+08:00

How do you judge a person's life?

My mind go wild in the wee hour. All the thinking of past and present, friend and foe.

我笑了吗？

I always wonder if my life was contended because I had **** friends. Friend for almost 10 years yet not trusted. Doubts in me, What am I?

我的笑容又有多真？

People who make use of me when they need me and dump me when I'm no more of use. Friend of many years yet never fail to disappoint me. Backstab me when they need some conversation and called me bro if I'm of use.

我快乐吗？

Complains and complains yet I have to entertain but when do I have the turn to complain? Helps and helps going out to everyone and who are the one that turn their back for me?

我的付出，你们珍惜过吗？

All my though-fulness treated as doubts. Throwing me aside for women while I throw away women for them.

你们到底有多了解我？

I had enough of this kinda shit. Who are there to listen to my heart? Stop putting words into my mouth. Don't call me your brother cause I deserve none.

一边是爱情，一边是友情。

我想放弃一切。。
追随我的梦想，我的理想。
但我会快乐吗？真诚的快乐。

I wish my life was a dream, a drama. Some comedy or romance, I longed for.

I'm vulnerable

2011-02-16T05:05:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes, the person who tries to make you happy is always the most lonely one,never leave them alone as they will never say they need you."

I'm the one always be there for everyone.
who will be there for me?

stupid question.

Is it real?

2011-02-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

Apples are more effective at keeping people awake in the morning than caffeine.

男人爱用的十大分手借口

2011-02-13T16:50:00.000+08:00

借口10：我不想当你人生的绊脚石

我不想“你”当我的绊脚石！

借口9：“承诺”把我吓坏了

自己的世界里——尤其是我可以胡搞瞎搞，而不用负责任。

借口8：我要专注在我的 (音乐) 事业上

借口7：我以前受过伤……我现在无法信任别人

借口6：我们的生活真的没有交集

借口5：我不想要毁掉我们的友情

借口4：我们都还太小了，要先长大

借口3：我觉得被绑住了，想要多一点空间

借口2：不是你，是我

这句话听起来也令人感到心碎，好像说的人真的很懊恼，像真的一样。

借口1：你太好了，我配不上你

把人捧上天的最好方式

男人真心爱女人的方式

2011-02-10T16:54:00.001+08:00

经常对她说:我爱你。不管已经说过多少次。

如果你不爱她了，放了她。

不要总一摆出一副大男人呼来唤去的样子。女人愿意照顾你，满足你大男人对“三从四德”的喜好，是因为她爱你她宠你。

答应她的事情再小也要做到。女人都希望有个坚强的肩膀依赖。当她说一些你不认可的事情也不要去指责或者冷漠

在做每一件事情的之前，首先考虑到的是她！

不管她怎么歇斯底里、不讲道理、喜怒无常，你都要哄着她包容她。

她把你当作她的唯一，也希望你把她当作唯一。不要对别的女人比对她还关心。

不要总当着她的面盯着别的女人，不要总去赞叹别人的美丽。

宠她爱她，照顾她关心她

做错了事情、伤害了她要承认

绝不要背叛。不要想“家里红旗不倒，外面彩旗飘飘”

给她真正的安全感

HONG KONG, here i come~

2010-07-28T19:14:00.002+08:00

wahahas. Unexpectedly, wanna bring my friend to eat and drink during my birthday but i think now is GONE CASE already cause I'm going HONG KONG to SHOP!! wahahs.

2010-07-16T04:27:00.001+08:00

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

2010-07-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

wa lao eh. can you believe this happened in singapore?

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-07-11T02:50:00.002+08:00

Grow old with me! The best is yet to be.

2010-07-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

I wonder where she stay seh *THUMBS UP*

Singaporean is getting more crazy .

car park also can do suntan.

human environment planning model

2010-07-09T02:50:00.000+08:00

I have been busy doing this damn model and its finally done. The picture look quite nice and the actual model is like shit : (( I took almost 3 days to get it done. Hopefully I can pass!

I have yet to prepare for my speech to propose this model to the lecturer. aRgh!!

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-07-09T02:43:00.000+08:00

Morning without you is a dwindled dawn

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-07-07T04:45:00.000+08:00

Love is an incredible Adventure worth venturing
It creates in one, sense of belonging
Yes it does esp. for those who dare to crave,
It responds to strong passion without limit
Though at times, it does react to oppositions.

Desperation can make it unfathomable
Even where it seems enviable
It stiil does not loss hope of victory
What more could be greater?
Nothing of course works without it.

It conquers even the Valour
When properly applied,
It takes one to the peak
But where misapplied, Hell resurfaced
Please guide it with jealousy.

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-07-05T04:36:00.002+08:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

Liquid Submersion Indicators LSI

2010-07-03T07:06:00.001+08:00

I was browsing the net due to boredness and I read upon something about the LSI in Iphone. I wonder which is true : (( wa lau eh, If I buy Iphone and this happen, I sure go crazy lo. HOW!

iPhone warranty is VOID if the inbuilt Liquid Submersion Indicators ("LSI") are triggered. The result will be that in Singapore's humid environment, the chances of a triggered LSI is very high.

However, according to the Apple website, these indicators designed not to be triggered by humidity and temperature changes that are within the product's environmental requirements.

Also, the iPhone specifications on the Apple website clearly state that its operating temperature is from 0° to 35° C while its humidity level is 5% to 95%."

Its possible that the humid level can go up to 100% in Singapore. I wonder this happened to anyone using Iphone? : ((

FYI; liquid contact indicator built in at the base of the headphone jacks. You can see with a torch light at the base of the headphone jack, you'll see white or silver base. If you see red, the LCI is activated. Iphone 3G and 3GS have two LCI, one in the headphone jack and the other is at the dock connector port. Moisture in Singapore isn't that bad that it'll affect LCI.

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-07-03T04:32:00.002+08:00

   Within you I lose myself…
   Without you I find myself
   Wanting to be lost again.

Do you remember what you told me?

Singapore law presentation

2010-07-02T03:07:00.003+08:00

I'm back home from class for Singapore presentation in the late afternoon. : (
Today's weather is so shitty. It was just raining droplets around amk and the next minute, I'm out of sight of cars on the bus at paya lebar. You know what happened next? Tampines is so freaking HOT. I'hm wearing a hoodies sweating in school.

I was so nervous when I'm waiting for my turn. I have not prepare anything in advance. The first 3 groups are freaking good. Their ang mo can go fly kites liao. Can you imagine a 15 mins presentation with 150 plus slides. -.- and the others was well prepared with cards and repeating what they remembered while me, just stand out less than 1 min and I'm done with my slides : D

FYI. i only has 1 page of slide with no more than 50 words and I speak less than a min for a 15 mins presentation. LOL! : DD I got a feeling I'm in deep deep shit. : {

I'm freaking out by doing the models for human environment planning. zzz. I'm so stuck with the walls and interior. Argh~!!! I had a hard time finishing the drawing. I give up playing warcraft and my show.

SHOULD I BRING MY PROJECT MODEL TO SCHOOL LATER?!? : ((

相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-07-01T04:23:00.002+08:00

The Truth is not exclusive to any religion or any group of people. It may come from the heart of any individual because everyone has God Within.

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-06-30T22:00:00.001+08:00

the first love is the sweetest but that first cut is the deepest

2010-06-30T05:00:00.001+08:00

Time fly, I have not really been blogging and I guess its time to change a new blogskin.

Have been busy lately. Been meeting different people to catch up.
- boyong, jordan, teckzhen and kunda for pool session and some lan session
- daniel, junhong.. etc with some slacking
- justin, yongchie, zhimian and alternatively nicholas & clarence for movies session
- xiaogu, chuanjian, jinhong, nicholas, eva, fiona for outings
- cousins for USS and Voyage de la Vie at resort world
- alternatively either school and office.
not to mention dota-ing with bro at home ^^

and recently being for world cup season : D

你问在我心中
是否还苦恼
那次受伤
否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照
我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-06-26T04:19:00.003+08:00

Seduce my mind and you can have my body. Find my soul and I am yours forever.

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-06-23T04:14:00.005+08:00

Love is like a candle. It starts by kisses and ends in tears
“Love will never be certain”

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-06-19T04:13:00.001+08:00

A kiss is as to drink salty water, You drink and your thirst increase..

pour qui, je t'aime

2010-06-16T04:17:00.002+08:00

If love does not know how to give and take without restrictions, it is not love, but a transaction that never fails to lay stress on a plus and a minus.

!#$%@#$

2010-06-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

wa lan eh, farking shag lo. I'm just going to !$@!$@ now.

Firstly, went to SMU and wasted my day but thats not the main issue, which matters is I have a lot of projects to do... SIANS..
Secondly, I wanna change a phone, wait until I sian liao.. SPEECHLESS...
Thirdly, my game character just RIP... DULANS..
Fourth, I need to follow on a lot of products info and video.. STRESSS
Fifth, i need to do project but everything stuck inside the camera.. SIANS...
I'm FUCKING not in the mood now alright. dont come kpkb with me. If not I sure fark your whole family.
all the farking ASSS!

2010-06-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

In life, you will realise that people you meet,

Have each own purpose

Some were there to test you
Some would use you
Some would teach you

And some would bring out the better if not the best in you
Some would even cause you pain and heartache
but we must learn to move on

So let go of the people who cant treat you right
Hold on to those who love u back and see your worth

There comes a point in life when we realise who matters and who never did, who don't anymore and who always will
So don't worry about people in youor past,
There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

2010-06-05T04:34:00.000+08:00

The demise of one of the so-called founding fathers of Singapore and PAP stalwart Goh Keng Swee expectedly brought about a wave of PAP propaganda in the state media to remind Singaporeans of the contributions of Goh and his fellow PAP colleagues.

In an interview with Channel News Asia on 14 May 2010, Community Development, Youth and Sports Minister Vivian Balakrishnan said every child in school, every soldier serving in the armed forces, and every worker with a job in Singapore owes the late Dr Goh Keng Swee a huge debt of gratitude.

While nobody can deny the fact that Goh had contributed tremendously to Singapore, questions must be raised if Singaporeans really owe him and the PAP a “debt” of gratitude.

It is only human to err and no leader is perfect. In assessing the political career of Goh, we should not ignore his shortcomings as well. For all his worth, Goh had made some mistakes, most notably his controversial streaming in primary school which was reversed years later. By then, irreversible damage has been done against many generations of Singapore students who are “late bloomers” and might have succeeded in life under a less stressful education system.

A former PAP minister Othman Wok described the late Dr Goh as the architect of the Singapore economy. As a matter of fact, the accolades should belong to Albert Winsemius, a Dutch economist seconded to the fledging PAP government by the United Nations. It was Winseminus who convinced Goh to develop Singapore’s export economy and to invite MNCs to set up their regional headquarters here.

Goh just happened to be the right leader at the right place and time. He was fortunate that Singaporeans are a bunch of thrifty, hardworking and most importantly docile people who ensured that his ideas and policies were successfully implemented on the ground. Had Goh been put in a more volatile environment like Vietnam, Indonesia and even Malaysia, it is doubtful if he is able to replicate his success there.

Though Goh is a pioneer of modern Singapore and is a key figure in its growth and prosperity, past achievements do not guarantee future success. The fact that Goh is a visionary leader doesn’t automatically mean that the present batch of PAP leaders have inherited his legacy. In fact, the current leaders should learn from Goh who was able to serve the nation tirelessly for so many years despite being paid “peanuts”.

History has taught us that no leader is indispensable to a nation, no matter how great he/she is. What is more important is to have an open, transparent and liberal political system which allows for a peaceful transition from one generation of leaders to the next and from one party to another.

Both the United States and United Kingdom have their fair share of competent and charismatic leaders. Even China has long stepped out of the shadow of its “Great Helmsman” Mao Zedong. It is time Singapore get rid of its burden of “gratitude” to the PAP and move forward as a confident and proud nation belong to all the people.

Source: Temasek Review

2010-05-28T08:43:00.001+08:00

Ni Liao Jie wo ma? Shuo wo men de ai Qin yong yuan bu hui Bian.
Jiu suan ni Jin hou bu zai wen. Wo ci ci deng.

Each sentence represent my different affection towards "you".

I'm so exhuasted. Bored to a limit cause everyone is sleeping except 
me. Hate that insomnia I had. :-(

My mind is thinking back and fourth. No matter how we make up for the 
past, the affection won't be the same again. So, why do you still even 
care to bother? Sometimes, do you even mean what you said. It's very 
doubtful.

How many times have you repeat the same thing to me? I'm so sick of 
your words yet action to be shown. Stop telling me grandfather story 
and get a life because you don't need me in your life.

Please get fact right that, I'm not needed and not that I don't want 
you. I really wonder how did you get so far in your life? I'm tired of 
waiting... I'm going to forget everything about you.

Shi nian ni, xiang feng Zhen duan le xian. Gan xie ni.
Wo zhi Xiang shuo dui bu qi, wo nuo li.

left out my blog for a week : (

2010-05-26T09:16:00.000+08:00

I swear I will blog soon! : D

2010-05-24T08:42:00.000+08:00

We are still searching for each other. Those hate is wrong and those 
love is right. It come from me within. Anytime When I look into your 
eye, I know I'm in love. The only thing I need to do was to reach my 
hand to you. I realise how close we are.

All those year

Why Singaporeans do not owe Goh Keng Swee or other PAP leaders a “debt” of gratitude

2010-05-19T18:25:00.001+08:00

Source: Temasek Review

friendship

2010-05-19T15:12:00.000+08:00

There is a story behind every friendship. Those who don't know me will get the impression that I'm a Casanova. Those who know me, never fail to stop asking me the same question.

What's the big deal of having those so called "chio bu" in their eyes. I guess it's no big deal afterall. To me, what matters is their character and personality.

People may think I'm just talking big but if you really know me, you know I mean it. I enjoy my comfort with my real friends, not those so called "chio bu". Friends are there for you most of the time. They are the one who is willing to help you even despite of difficulty. They are not part of your accessories for others to admire but yours to enjoy with.

From my previous post, everyone of them have a long story with me. We went through a lot before we are that close and is more than their beauty I admire. More to the inner beauty, how they present themselves And how they taught.

I'm lucky I guess, for me to know so many good friends, best friends, trustable friends and dependable friends. I'm truely lucky. Looking around me, not every one have so many true friends. Some dont even have that one or two to confide on. Should I put it another way, If 10 is the prefect score, mine would be 9.

Although We had a lot of misunderstanding, dispute, disagreement, different point of views, throw temper at times and even fights. We are still friend, from good to better and even better.

Of course I do have lousy friends and backstabber but one by one gone. I have been stood up by friends, betrayed, sold out, putting words into my mouth and quarrelling over female. That's the worst and the lousiest point to quarrel over female. I'm not looking down on the ladies or any form of discriminalise. What I mean was that, when that particular female trying to create something out of nothing and your friend rather trust her than you despite knowing you for so long.

Without love, there won't be hatre
Without trust, there won't be betray
Without good, there won't be bad
Without any of them, you won't know who are really your true friends.

I would like to thank my friends for walking with me for so long. Each of you help me through different stage of my life till what I'm today. Without you guys, I'm nothing. Maybe just a piece of shyt. That's how priceless and important all of you are, to me. Friendship forever!

Credit: jinHongLoh NicholasGoh chuanJianTing LeonLeeDing hiapLeongChai DanielTan DanielWu FionaChia JulianSim BoYongZhao JordanNg ShiLinGwee JasmineTeo WeeSiangChia
the list never seems to stop..

Still remember the time where you give me a lot of promises? That's when I fall in love with you, loving more each time. Laughing at your own joke, I admire.
Here is my promise made tonight. Nothing can change my mind. The more my heart can't get enough of you, no matter what.

quite true.

2010-05-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

I do it because i can, I can because I want to, I want to because you said I couldn't..

2010-05-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

woah! I stopped blogging for 5 days again. shyt. everyday seem so tired for me. I got no time to draft my post man. stuck at home everyday.

Wanna do work but nowhere to start, wanna go office but always wake up late. I'm just at nowhere man. SHYT!

Singapore law is getting bored~ human envirnoment planning is way better than expected : ) I will update on the lesson notes soon! Projects is nearing and I'm nowhere too. aRgh~ I'm feeling so stress suddenly even tho I'm only having 2 modules.

MIA friends

2010-05-13T04:18:00.003+08:00

I was randomly browsing through my facebook. Actually I have gone through a lot with a lot of friends. Not everyone in contact but how I wish I have all the time in this world to meet them and talk to them.

First to mention was lydia, my boyfriend!

Don't know where she die to but she is one friend who is easy talking to. Although we are only same class for a year and we don't really know each other well. She is miss AEROPLANE!

she always like to say "anything just call me out lah." but at the actual day, she always fails to appear..

Another person is fiona, my baobei!

She always MIA out of a sudden and appear nowhere near you! tsk. I going to smack her pigu when i saw her! She is my kqueen!

she will say " you pay money come here sleep isit?" then I will reply "I pay money, let you entertain me" and I always end up sleeping inside Kbox -.-

Another dumb dumb is shiLin.

She is currently pregnant : ( and we stay quite far apart. We all have our own things to do. She is one fierce ka.

One thing she always said to me "你去吃大便啦！" and she just go on scolding me..

Obviously there are still more people like hiapLeong, julian, kelvin, daniel.. the list never stop.

hiapLeong live so near to me but he always "bo eng" one lah. reasons and excuses a lot!
Daniel, Julian, Eugene and Kelvin was my apple pie! they never fail to make me laugh non-stop in lan shop. The old times where we camp at netzach and lan whole day. Diablo2, TeamFortress, CounterStrike & WarCraft - standard, tower def & hero def. Owning everyone inside the lanshop

ofcus not forgetting my MEOW! <3

Always my love remedy! so sweet and lovely! I LOVE MEOW~!! : D *blush*
You're mine! no one gotta snatch you from me.
words cannot describe our love <3<3<3

3 heart stand for I LOVE YOU! : )

HELP~

2010-05-12T02:31:00.000+08:00

can someone recommend some blogskin for me? I got no time to look for new skin & I'm too lazy to find one : P

woah!

2010-05-12T02:22:00.000+08:00

I just realized I didn't blog for FOUR days already. It was just like yesterday to me until I check my blog. I was facebook-ing and I saw this willy foo on facebook. I guess he is a very good photographer. Look at the comments on his facebook. Suddenly I think of DSLR. I just wanna learn photography!

this happened long ago and I heard of it but never know where was it until few days ago, I was stomp-ing in the office. GUYS! this is the stop where I have interchange of bus to school. Lucky I'm not there. : ) I'm happy to be alive! I was wondering where have the stop bus gone to cause its so new and nice. Out of the sudden, the whole bus stop is gone and left with a temp bus stop.

blackberry function

2010-05-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

Click the options icon on the home screen
Select Screen/Keyboard
Select the desired conveinence key and change it to Voice Dialing
Press the Menu key
Click Save

blackberry function

2010-05-09T18:06:00.000+08:00

To save a location as a favorite, complete the following steps:

On a map, click Menu and select Add To Favorites.
When prompted with the Save Location dialog box, enter the following information:
* Label - enter the title in this field. If the BlackBerry smartphone is running BlackBerry Device Software 4.3, the Label defaults to the address.
* Description - enter a description of the map for future reference. If the BlackBerry smartphone is running BlackBerry Device Software 4.3, the address is saved to Folder: Favorites, by default.
Click OK. The map is saved to your favorites.

spot the same : D

2010-05-08T12:49:00.000+08:00

look at this ATM number pad that happened in Singapore : D

blackberry function

2010-05-08T12:48:00.001+08:00

Quick tip: Want to quickly find your BlackBerry PIN? Open a new SMS, email, or bbm, type ‘mypin’ and hit space. Your PIN will appear on your screen. You can also copy this text and paste it elsewhere, if required

Blackberry || Iphone

2010-05-07T14:14:00.001+08:00

I'm so tempted by blackberry and Iphone. Which should I choose. any advice?

I like the app for Iphone so much &
I like the function in blackberry.

Any possible way to own both? : (

blackberry function

2010-05-07T14:04:00.001+08:00

Here's a scenario - you're reading an important and long message from the boss when you're called away by a coworker or family member in need. What do you do? Have no fear, you can simply close the message, and when you're free again, just hit the G key on the reopened mail, to be brought to the exact spot where you stopped reading!

motivation

2010-05-07T14:03:00.002+08:00

Behind every successful person lies a pack of haters.So don't be sad you've got haters. Embrace them, they are your biggest fans!

editing html -.-

2010-05-05T16:09:00.002+08:00

I guess I'm going to change blogskin again. I think this is a veyr nice blogskin but the problem with blogArchive is vert irritating! : (

code error

2010-05-05T12:24:00.001+08:00

I just realise something is wrong with my html. The codes seem not working correctly with the blogger archive : (
I'm currently trying to solve the problems!

mimosa

2010-05-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

some time I'm just like mimosa.

squash ball!

2010-05-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

Its my first time playing squash! tiring but very fun : ) We took turn playing squash cause I'm out of breathe. I went to gym during the interval. I'm so tiring and not to say my hand went jelly after squash. Its definitely a nice experience trying out new things.

Hopefully tomorrow will be having squash again. I'm suddenly so addicted to it. Not to say, I'm so interested into learning : ) I'm reading and understand html while not giving up on singapore law. Something have get into me : D but I just hate doing project cause it never stop helping to kill my brain cells.

I'm off to get some rest already. EXHAUSTED is the word I would use now. Please don't disturb me. DND mode.

powderful!

2010-05-04T17:04:00.000+08:00

I got nothing much to do in the office, I stomp the whole day and I saw this picture. I though this only happened in Malaysia but who knows Singapore have such cases too. Its so obvious of her uniform and having no helm. To believe that they are not caught by the police. What have Singapore come to?

Sometimes, you can't really say Singapore was that efficient and effective. Hopefully the police will do something about it. Such outlaw act. I guess I can drive car without license too : )

yesterday night

2010-05-02T12:01:00.000+08:00

I got nothing to do, I decided to blog with different language today! : )

私は自宅でこだわっている
プールにジャスティンで決定
簡単に一度のために彼を獲得する : D

最良の部分;

boYong 刺激を維持
と私は最終的に失う私のクール
我々は3つのマッチレースにしていた

私は第1ラウンドを失った
と第2ラウンドを取り戻すための管理
私は黄金の休憩で最終ラウンドを終了

その完全勝利の価値お祝い
通常の方法
私は彼のすべての方法私たちまで出発モック

その後, justin, clarence, zhiMian, yongChie, johnson, nicholas ととガールフレンドテキサスポーカーをした @ nicholasYeo's 家. 彼らと私の初めてプレイテキサスポーカーを、私は10ドルを獲得, justin ほぼ30ドルを獲得

melissa toh?

2010-05-02T11:28:00.000+08:00

membantu!

R.I.P melissa toh. God bless you!
I'm so interested about what happen of you.

can some one tell me who is melissa toh?
how did she die or why did she.
whats the story behind.

I have been hearing and seeing a lot about her online.
from facebook to blogs and news.
whats the big idea now?

INTRODUCTION TO HUMAN ENVIRONMENT PLANNING

2010-05-01T19:58:00.002+08:00

Penutup!

Yesterday went for human environment planning. It was quite fun though : )
with my new classmate leon and old classmate boYong.

Aku dibakar Jumaat saya dengan tidur sepanjang hari : (
terbangun hanya sekitar empat -.-

Je suis coincé à la maison avec nulle part où aller!
quelqu'un peut-il m'aider? : (

突然、私は学校で恋してる：D
私は恋にシンガポールの法律では女の子と私：P
病気〜を愛して <3

笑~

Lesson 1 : Spatial Concepts
Baisc elements
- Points
- Line
- Surface
- 3D

What is space?
Space somehow equal to Area which is created from Form

Why create space?
Ventilation

What is the relationship between space and form?
Urban scale & Architecture scale (in-house view)

Space => void, soul, indestrutible, intangible, infinite
Form => solid, body, physical decay, tangible, finite

Space can be classific as
-Exterior space
-Interior space
-Transitional ( in between exterior & interior )

INTRODUCTION TO SINGAPORE LAW

2010-04-30T04:12:00.003+08:00

Harus terus..

eu ma première leçon - la loi de Singapour
classe était petite et le plaisir.

I'm learning SINGAPORE LAW. Now you all people better don't bully me.
If not I can sue you with ~~criminal law~~! : D

And my mummy cannot mistreat me. I will sue her with ~~family law~~. LOL~
well, better provide me quality service, or else I can sue you with ~~contract law~~ & ~~law of tor~~t : ) wahahas!

Lastly, don't stole my work! I can sue you with ~~intellectual property law~~ & ~~civil law~~.
It will be very troublesome to go through ~~civil procedure~~.

Je suis tellement excitée à la planification de demain environnement humain!
Je ne peux pas attendre pour aller à l'école.
Je pense que tous ceux qui lisent mon blog, je pense avoir perdu la tête. LOL

Anyway, catch ip man @ vivo. It was so damn nice lah. no doubt about it's rating. I going to sleep now. lesson @ 2pm : ( My friday is burned again. hais..

私は一生懸命働いてことがない
祈る私のためにしてください

premier jour d'école!

2010-04-29T11:43:00.002+08:00

Aku akan kembali:)

안녕하세요! 좋은 아침 여러분!

TP에 오늘 마크 제 4 학년의 첫날

sa ma première journée d'école
ne peut pas attendre d'aller à mon cours au choix

私は再び学校に行くことに興奮している
午後2時 - 午後4時シンガポールの法律

Ich bin so nach dem Versuch, mein Blog Haut-Code für die ganze Nacht decode erschöpft.
Ich bin immer so aufgeregt. Ich bin langsam drehenden das Blog Haut zu mir : D

please don't wonder what I'm talking. I'm just crazy over school. hahahas!

poem?

2010-04-29T01:16:00.000+08:00

roses are red
violets are blue
these roses bleed red
these violets cry blue

你坚决?

2010-04-28T02:49:00.000+08:00

忽冷忽热的温柔.
希望你不要定做理所当然
我什么都会遗弃
唯只有你我依依不舍

你我都知道失去的
永远找不回
但我们可以拥有
比失去过更好的明天

如果你还是坚决要如此
我宁愿没有过的重前
你不必解释你为什么

just another day

2010-04-28T02:18:00.000+08:00

manage not to sleep today and took a cab to ICA before 8 : ) I waited all along till 8.30 before my number was called. Its just farkup. my queue ticket stated I'm the 3rd person numbered E606 but when I'm waiting, I was dragged back more than 15 slot back.

anyway, I got no student pass now. I'm getting IC : ) hahas!

Did i mention I got a delicious breakfast treat from BY's mummy : ) thats so sweet lah! and I did managed to eat quite a lot : P accompany JUSTIN to bugis for a stock change..

travel back and forth tomeet zhi mian and yongjie. End up walking from wheelLock to plazaSing and took 162 bus home to rest. fortunate to say we saw mrs Guan and the first time she said was " 你又肥了" -.- 有福相..很好看.. Its just like slapping me and after which sayang me. kaos!

sunday breakfast! 人生哲学？！

2010-04-26T03:42:00.001+08:00

thanks to JUSTIN!
I was drag to boat quay to drink on Friday..

Went to have breakfast with all the cousins. The weather is like shyt. I nearly melted.
when is the last time since I went out so early in the day light. I'm turning vampir-ish.

Why do people always think so pessimistically?
by doing so, won't help you brighten your days.
I guess everyone have their own point of view.. 见仁见智

人生短短数十载,
风风雨雨几十年,
像流水不可逆,
犹如昙花一现般短暂.
知己者,得之一二,
已是大幸.

人生苦短.
能有多少如意事,
何必太苦太累太强求自己.
最要紧是满足自己,
不是讨好他人.

without you in my life baby

2010-04-26T03:08:00.000+08:00

i've loved you forever

and i promise you

never hurt you anymore

just close your eyes

i promise this feeling won't go away

I waited all my life

anything to be with you

can't help falling in love with you

keep holding on

2010-04-25T07:01:00.000+08:00

You're not alone
together we stand
I'll be by your side,you know I'll take your hand

just stay strong
cause you know I'm here for you
with you by my side, I will fight and defend

ah soh's birthday

2010-04-25T05:17:00.000+08:00

hahas. another drinking night : ) but I feel a bit not right after drinking a bit.

Met kaiwen and joey at hub and went to bugis with them plus justin.

they bought a bag and wallet for ah soh. An ice cream cake for extra.

Dont know why, I'm really having problems with sleep. I went home around 11, feeling

a bit sleepy but in the end, I woke up again -.-

I guess now its just the start of my night : (

HONEY STAR is my good friend now! : )

my stomach is stirring : (

It's already sunday and monday will be offically going to school!

kinda rusty to go school after so long.

I need to reach ICA on tuesday morning 8.15am! hell man.

happy! : )

2010-04-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

Out to ICA in the morning around 8am and I reached home around 11am
lunch with justin @ 12pm plus and I'm back home. I'm suppose to be sleeping
but I felt so irritated not completing the edition of html.

I spent my sleeping time to edit my blog! : ) Its like finally.
uploaded picture to photobucket.
change the default picture at the entries tag.
added music on the main page.
change some of the quotes.
adjusted profile tag and a photo.

Should I go to sleep now? : (

you really matters

2010-04-23T13:11:00.000+08:00

you ask me whether I love you and I choke on my reply.
Id rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie
I want to hold you till I die. Till we both break down and cry

you ask me, whether I love you. I wanna hold you till I die and hold you endlessly.
You're the reason, why I cried.
Take my heart and please don't break it

sleepless nights

2010-04-23T04:35:00.001+08:00

I'm stuck again, woke up at midnight. Can't find anyway to go back to sleep. shyt.

I'm just done with blogging. I'm going to wash clothing follow by my bathe and lastly going ShopN Save walk walk. hahas!

I just changed my blogskin TODAY! change to a bigger piece and a simple one. I prefer this one more than the last one. : D simple and nice!

I need go ICA today but looking at how I'm now, I doubt I will be able to wake up -.- FARK!

I've been STM for a long time, so I always forgot to blog. After days, I forgot events that I attended. ahahas.

In the end, no entries for blog : P

你的承诺

2010-04-23T04:17:00.000+08:00

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby～
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了
不要想我也别再～

Every night, I will repeat this song till I'm asleep.
I'm feeling kinda emo.

Why is it so unfair, although I know the world is never fair.
Why am I ranting so much? Perhaps, I'm particular unhappy about something.

I'll never use my heart to speaks again.
Once bitten, twice shy.
我不会再把我的泪落在你肩膀。。
你不会再看到我的真心话。。

我心底最深处的真心和真实
已不属于你

我的真心，换来了遗憾
爱比想象中复杂

thinking~

2010-04-22T04:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I feel so
Sometimes, I feel the other way

I really don't know what to say
or how to express

I just don't feel right...
Who can guide me?

Every word seem repeated to everyone
I'm just feeling how you're feeling
Just like how you felt likewise.

school reopen already! : (

2010-04-22T04:12:00.000+08:00

First week of school finally came. I'm still in playing mood. Was suppose to meet zi an in school at11.30 but I overslept till 3 plus. kana scolded like fcuk. : ( I managed to fall asleep around 4am but somehow woke up at 5 and stone!

I called justin and went market to have breakfast with him. Sinful breakfast man. 2 bowl of porridge, 2 row of chu cheng fen and 4 pieces of soon kuey and you tiaos.

had k session with yongchie, justin, fiona, li yan till i almost fell asleep. I guess I'm too tired after all. Maybe I been going to k box too frequent.

k session!

2010-04-20T04:12:00.000+08:00

we planned to sing k today with yongchie and justin. In the end, yongchie don't wanna sing and we end up playing pool @ Kpool, follow by lan @ raiders. li yan pop by for dinner. Warcraft was FUN!! more than L4D! : )

Boyong help me to change my CDS aka GEMS. He talk so much till the lecturer cannot stand him. hahahs. I'm having SINGAPORE LAW lecture @ 9-10 on Wednesday, SINGAPORE LAW tut @ 2-4 on Thursday and HUMAN PLANNING @ 2-5 on Friday. Don't really llike the timing because all late afternoon near to evening which means my days is all burned.

Been showered with a lot of loves!! : DD I'm so happy!! so sweet~ I'm so so so delighted. Nothing in this world can express the feeling.

random

2010-04-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just found this world too realistic. This life time only 
consist of few ten years. Why must people hide their true self. Why 
can't people just be their own self. Why must people be so harsh on 
others. You Jin sheng mei lai shi. Family lidat. Relative lidat. Even 
friend also no better..

Why just can't people treat each other nicer, True to each other? Live 
the life to fullest. Sometimes I'm so tired to handle this kind of 
thing. Just put down all the barriers and hurt me like you want. I 
won't care or give a damn. I really learnt too much when I'm too young 
to handle.

I'm very straight forward. I don't need to be rich, dont have to own a 
lot of things, don't ask for a lot but just a enjoyable life time. I 
keep in contact with new things everyday and most of the time are 
unpleasant stuff.

How I wish I can start all over again.. I will make sure I study hard 
and work hard for many things. I miss out a lot not because I wanted 
but I don't have a choice. If only I can start over again. I change a 
lot. Why I smoke. Why i behave like ah beng, Why I so heartless... but 
any one think for me? sometimes I'm out of control. I don't have a 
choice. All along, I learn stuff and discover things on myself. I 
don't have people to guide me. I'm too young to tell what is right or 
wrong. After so many years, I'm used to it already. That's nothing 
much I can do.

I kind of realise I actually like to study a lot but I missed out most 
of my chance. I so interested to know more about everything. I wonder 
when will I have a chance again.

Wo Nan Gui De, Bu Neng Chong Lai.. Wo Fang Qi De Meng Bei Dai Shui..

When I got bullied, I leant to protect myself.
When i got problem, I try to solved it myself.
When I'm troubled, I consult myself.
When I'm at the end of the corner, I look at myself.
When people got problem, they look for me.
When I got problem, I hardly find some one.
When I'm lost, I walked myself out.
I believe everything will be better after it's over.

I really hope god can drop gold for me. I just wanna study study 
study! Learn till I'm old and drop death.

regina birthday

2010-04-11T06:18:00.000+08:00

I was sleeping at home the whole day. Actually don't wish to go too far but everyday was booked : ( In the end, I went to regina's birthday chalet @ aranda with chuanJian jinHong nicholas huiTing sean peiYing leon.

Her chalet was so damn crowded till we had to sit outside the lobby area -.- I was damn focus on the phone game till i lost time while the rest was playing some monopoly cards. Cut cake around 9.30 and some of the crowd went off, which allow us finally to sit at a corner.

Had a bit of liquor just now which makes me a bit drunk. I'm so high that I went to cook at such woo hour to fill my stomach. Its already april in a blind of my eyes. I guess it won't be long before my birthday arrive. How should I celebrate this year? : ((

I got a really funny friend. Ask me go eat breakfast when I'm a bit drunk. -.- the same person who called me 6 in the morning to eat. What have this world come to?

specially for kaiwen : )

2010-04-09T05:00:00.000+08:00

I just updated 3 post for my blog already. Don't keep nagging me to blog lah. I'm very busy : DD LOL. Your blog also not much update one lah. Joey is the most hardworking one. Why both of you keep blogging with chinese. I'm so driven to blog with chinese too!

lousy admin

2010-04-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

I'm so pissed off~! Went all the way to school to take the letter to renew my student pass. In the end, when I reached there at the counter, they trying to say I come so long after I receive the email then come take.

I'm like what the hell! No matter how late I come, I have already receive a email from you and you are expected to give me what I needed. They talk until like it's totally my fault.I'm keeping my cool for now. : D I'm just walking around in school to nostoglia the 3 years of my poly life while waiting for them.

I'm walking till my leg broken and I got so many world to save!! OMtian~!!

Took a cab to office. I tell you man. The driver was a joker lah and I had a enjoyable cab ride. *IMPORTANT* when I'm reaching office, I saw this lady which was like HOLY SHYT!

Before that, was on the way at braddel, saw one small accident which cause the bicycle to get hitted and fell. Poor driver. Those damn big size truck driver was such a bully.

scare the shyt out of me !

2010-04-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

You scare the shyt out of me.. Is never going to be same again. I knew it but sorry to say, I can't be bothered. Everyone know my style.

Just let it be. Everyone have their own way to go. I have my own. Sometimes I prefer to isolate myself to avoid politic and conflicts. I'm going to be mr don't know guy.

I though after so long, you will be better but you really scare me to death! :X but it was still quite nice to gather for once after so long. Ahahas

sunday night

2010-04-04T00:47:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to stay at home for Sunday but being dragged out for k 
session with boYong teckZhen Jordan kunDa Justin Fiona danielWu. Have 
been a long time since we last gather together for such event.

Afterwhich, went for supper with boyong kunda Justin Fiona @ ave 10. 
I'm thinking about saving the whole day out with them : D so can't 
concentrate with the singing lahs.

Everything was very sudden and rush cause I woke up just late to know that and I just call few of them to join me.

funny sunday

2010-03-29T03:07:00.000+08:00

I'm out with borLian, kaiWen and joeEe. We were suppose to go AMK hub for movie but end up in bugis. Walked many many rounds and saw JJ Lin and my dearest DJ, think her name is li yi? : D The scenery was terrible. How singaporean and malaysian can get crazy, not to mention the cheena was the worst. They took the Mac table and stand on it just to take JJ's photo. The manager scolded them, said: "table is for people to eat, not to stand.", the next moment another cheena took the chair and stood on it -.-"

After which was lunch and borLian definitely did many stun. Please refer to the video at joeEe's blog. I guess he miss jasmine too much and to the fact that he fell from the third desk of the bed and broke his brain. No wonder he is worse than joeEe which fell from the second desk of the bed. I guess I belong to the first desk : D

Moive at ATM hub. some pretty bloody hilarious show called DIARY OF A WIMPY KID -.- I almost wanna kill borLian. It was so not my type of movie. forgot it lah. I sure had a good time at Kpool with borLian. He's always stressed playing with me. Now, I'm not sleeping yet thanks to borLian cause he talked about show and I'm watching now till I can't sleep : ( I need to go school to take document for my student pass and go office to do my un-finish work.

April is approaching, I'm so bothered by my attachment. SIANZATION~ I thinking what phone should I buy : ) I'm still missing my DSLR : (

GOD SAVE ME PLEASE!! : (

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ki siao

2010-03-27T04:44:00.000+08:00

I have been going to k box for the last 2 weeks. I guess I had 5 k session over the past 2 weeks. I guess I'm a bit of nuts. I kinda feel a bit sick of singing already.

Suppose to meet nicholas and leon for supper but in the end, don't feel like going cause got their friend which I don't really know. They should be having their NS talk. 80 percent chop. In the end, I slack with bo yong, jordan and teck zhen.

Suppose to go jogging with justin but the call came too late. NVM! hmm, koma got his loan approved. His euroR coming out. Chris is having his law case which most probably have to go sit for awhile. Jiajie recently bought his bike and got to a small accident. some thing happened to eric. I guess they are all very suay recently. They should go pray pray.

I have been a good boy : DDD refuse to go out and turn in to office! I just remember I need to go school to get the letter to renew my student pass!! wa~! crazy~

I have been sick for the whole week and yet to recover : ( I guess I should be a good boy and eat the damn med. Did I mention I went to casino? I guess it was very fun : D damn swee! I will go gamble again. wahahhas! I reached there around 1 then all the way till around 8 before I went home : ) FUN!

I haven't been to USS : ( anyone wanna bring me in? I was told the entrance fee was very expensive, around 40s and 60s during weekdays and weekends?

SAD to say that I haven't been to the zoo! The last time I been to the zoo was when I was around p4? which was a school event. How the hell will I even remember what happened inside and what I experienced.

I wanna go zoo, night safari, jurong bird park, underwater world and uss. Where can I find such kakias : (( At least something worth happy about was my armani! its arriving : D

I woke up late today to turn up for office : x Hopefully I got nothing much to do there. If not I will be damn paiseh. I have been staying at home playing twelveSky2 with borLian till I gone crazy. I have so much to learn and facing the monitor whole day, my vision start to become blur. Its such a friday night that I spent my time at. It wasn't used to be this way. I'm kinda used to it already or maybe half way through.

I always think back a lot. The sad moment. Something I don't wish to bring up. Something that no one yet to know. Something I only dare to bring up in my mind. So such things that cannot be written or told but only to myself. Maybe I'm just trying to protect myself? I'm not that fragile but who don't have the weaker side. I hope some days, you will be the one that I will talk to! : DD

time to sleep~ ciao! goodnight sweethearts!

summary of last week

2010-03-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

nowadays quite tired to blog. always got something to do. Always reach home late. No more supporter already lah. Last week went to liwen's birthday. Know a lot of people : DD I just short cut everything for the past weeks.

First day after 12pm, we celebrated his birthday and he is dead drunk man, follow by the girls. Justin is the first to go down, then liwen follow by the 3 girls. Only left boyong daniel me standing till morning 6am. A lot of funny things happened. Did catch up a lot and found out alot.

Yesterday went to PY birthday chalet. Crowded like shyt and boring like hell. Totally nothing much to do. No place to sit : (( reach there around 7pm and waited all the way til she cut cake before we went off.

Koma and meow meow had some misunderstanding : (( what can I do!!?!?!? both also my friend. shyt man.

I had long talked to a guy who once try to fame me. Now I'm going to take my revenge! just wait and watch only. : DD

Yesterday was also hiap leong's birthday and I meet him today together with jordan kunDa boYong xiaoGu to slack. Before that, I was having pool session with borLian dixon and huimin. Afterwhich proceed to TPY to go courts. I want a MAC~! : ((

where is my DSLR camera : (( sighs

pass~~! please!!

2010-03-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

I just received my result 2 days ago. I passed two mod out of two : ) my GPA drop again. fcuk fcuk fcuk... and I'm left with MP. Next week will be my SIP. nervous man. Monday is the MP final presentation : (( I'm not prepared yet. shyt lah. sighs~

I suddenly feel like studying again. This time I wanna be a photographer! but I got no money. sighs~ I need at least a DSLR camera and macbook for the course. Where can I find so much money to buy equipment seh. Anyone wanna sponsor me? GOD, please drop gold from heaven. I need just a bar!

the past week was busy and tiring. another group of my friends is going NS soon. Another group is going poly. I'm still stuck in between. hellya. Last monday's MP presentation was piece of shyt. This monday, please be a good one!

suddenly my blood boils, I just feel like studying and learn more stuff! I need a lot of money!! where can I find so much cash : (( so moody man. aRGhh..

super uber dislike

2010-03-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

I just hate it when people take me for granted. Its like hell fcuk. I really never give a damn to such people. so please step out of my life. I have enough of people taking me for granted. I don't expect any thing in return but just dont piss me off.

I have many take me for granted. The person whom I trust most to betray one time after another. Sick of it but I've grown up thanks to those people who exist. Without jerks, human will never improve. Thanks to jerk, I grown up, standing strong and firm.

Some people is just so piece of shyt to be so nice to you and treat you like shyt the next moment. For your info, the world have already changed. men and woman are equal. Don't expect all the men to do all the dirty work.

I just remember I watched I guess x3 just now. The show ask which 5 type of ladies is most hatred. two face. show off. cheapskate. backstabber. liar. Why some woman are just so cheap to bring down the name of all woman. Just like men does.

What a sadistic world. most importantly, be contended. : ) don't expect something out of anything. The higher you get, the harder you fall. G... S... S... bitches.

wow~ MP coming to an end!

2010-03-06T12:25:00.000+08:00

I'm always so tired everyday after school. hardly can open my eye till 10pm. Reached school around noon, go off around 6 and home around 7.30 Everyday was hell. I hardly have enough sleep everyday. Altho I sleep early but always woke up during midnight and I have to camp myself in front of the computer till noon -.- Finally last week of MP and I'm going SIP next sem. I guess I have to make use of my holiday for now. Next monday is the big day for my MP demo.

Hopefully I dont have to go interview for SIP : DD cause I dont have my resume! shyt lahs.

People just keep on changing. You will always expect the least expected changes. To the best, don't even expect anything out of something. Just be contended : )) I won't bother people who is/are worth my care. I just hate it when the phone keep ringing! noisy..

人在做，天在看

I'm enjoying peaceful life with my phone silent all round the corner. I happy :) no more xiao qi gui in my life. You may have taken a lot around me but for as long as I'm concern, you're just piece of shyt : ) you're just nothing much in my life. I dont deny the fact you're a good friend but you're just too xiao qi.

If you think you're happy by showing how good you are, just go ahead. I know your tricks too well. Only dumb people bother to care. Your problem ain't any problem, just a attention seeker for who I have know you.

怎麼聽都是痛

2010-03-01T06:38:00.000+08:00

Been listening back to those voice repeatedly. Is all about sadness. painful memories. 你一直问我的心到底在不在问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱而我的泪怎么就流下来 . 你不能说我没有爱过说我没等过难过.

All I can is say about everything was to guess but nothing else. 我也不想去追问太多让试探为彼此的心上了锁无法感受每次触摸那我宁愿对你从没认真过 乎冷乎热的温柔

I was about to sleep, my friend ask me out for lan. We went to parklane for awhile for L4D2. Afterwhich, he bring his moutain friend which is me to Ratchada, Nana and NeverLand. hahas. mountain me. For those who is more mountain than me. All those places is thai disco. hahas

Need to go school later. hahahs. nights!!

times fly

2010-02-26T05:12:00.000+08:00

I'm kinda forgetful nowadays. Keep forgetting to blog. another problem is I have been return home late, too tired to remember something called blogger.

Maybe I'm been staying late around amk and bishan but I did much through the nights. Watch midnight movie. Went to sing K, prawning session, prata session, slacking session, jogging session & guitar session. Most importantly drama session at home. Never miss a day without drama.

Surprised to know that JJ know WT. I can't wait for the pool session with JJ. hahas. WX wanna jio me L4D2. Suddenly, I got so excited with people challenging me. Lose is no big deal. Is the fun, the hardwork, improvement and Victory : D

Office for today and tomorrow I guess cause my groupmates is not going to school. I rather go office talk cock sing song and do some serious work then to waste my time off at home. I ton whole morning so that I can go office to do some work and get home to sleep but people like to disturb my rest at my worst hours. Went Kbox till 2am and slack till 4 plus am before going home. I'm now home to continue my drama ^.^ hehes

I hope I won't watch my drama to morning 9am. I will go crazy. I did not have any proper sleep since the day before yesterday. I guess I had only around 3 session on 30 mins nap each through this 3 day. I survived till now and I rather watch drama then to sleep. I guess I'm kinda crazy.

Maybe I should say school was not fun enough. I'm completing my MP soon and I have pages of report to write. My friend completed the report of 100 plus pages with 10k of words, while the other ccompleted with 189 pages. hell shit. -.-

Bless I will sleep early ! : )

2010-02-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

nothing much. went to cousin's house to gamble. lost around 50. Drank a glass of red wine and finish the drama 就想赖着你. only one word to describe NICE but cannot fight with next.stop.happiness. No gym or jogging this week. most people is busy with exams. I got no more exams to study for : DDD

I guess I'm going out soon for a movie and slacking. boring singapore! One shy guy is asking me about girls info. OMG.. SO SHY! ask question so direct and obvious. still call himself shy. LOL. I also very shy guy liao : x